August 2011
4 posts
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July 2011
20 posts
Haven’t been updating this space much anymore because I hardly have the mood to do so. Too many things going on right now; too many commitments & too many people, leading to unwanted complications.
Sometimes I doubt i’d be able to get out of this mess alive. I’ve sunken in too deep and I’m drowning. I feel myself falling apart, disintegrating slowly as I start losing...
I am not even angry right now. Over time, I’ve grown to stop being dependent on you (which you will one day regret). I know how my personality is like. Distance doesn’t make my heart grow fonder. It makes my feelings fade. I don’t even see a need to be sticky or possessive right now because I really can’t be bothered anymore. Well, you make me feel like there’s not...
“It’s funny, when I think about this exact time last year. Things were so...”
– (via wordsandlyrics)
We often never appreciate the true value of a...
You know what pisses me off? That if the tables were turned around and you asked me to do the same favor for you, I’d gladly to it without hesitation. Especially since I’ve NOTHING on at that time. Sure, maybe i’d whine a little about it being early at 9am. But at least it’s not a ridiculous timing like 5 in the morning? Plus, I would definitely not allow you to do a couple...
June 2011
99 posts
Expecting less may not be equivalent to having to deal with less disappointments. Because I’ve lowered my expectations so much… I don’t expect to be delighted or surprised, I don’t expect exciting things to happen. Therefore I’ve stopped anticipating for anything exciting. I’m afraid to even entertain the thought, due to fear that it will be less than what...
We end up settling for reading between the lines and being careful not to tread too far from where we are now. There’s this invisible line we can’t touch. Maybe it leads to a ticking time bomb, an explosion of collected emotions and words we wanted to say but mentally pressed backspace to save our own dignity. Afraid of what’s beyond that line, part curious, part waiting for the...
Yes, I do love
handmade gifts. Talking about life over a hot cup of coffee on a cold day. Snuggling under the sheets on a rainy day in an air conditioned room, as I watch the raindrops hit the window pane. Watching the clouds and realizing that every cloud resembles an animal. Watching the stars at night in silence, just enjoying each other’s company. Surprises at my doorstep. Having my hand held and my...
“A person may not be loving you the way you want them to, but it doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.”
Need to drill this into my head.
Baby, thank you for spending the entire day of my first 20th birthday with me. (: Well I guess you can say it was the first time I spent my birthday touching fishes and looking at seahorses & watching flying dolphins, and feeling like a tourist. Thank you for being so patient with me when my tummy was cranky and I had to laosai, and for my whining the entire day. For bringing me to eat yummy...
“Well here’s to always being tired, never sleeping, taking way too many pictures,...”
– (via eletheowl)
When your mom asks you to get something for her...
List of Movies I need to watch
(dompling always such a lazy bum & don’t want to keep track)
Source Code
Thor
Scream 4
Step Up
Super 8 (peggy says its nice but my mom says it’s not = download & watch)
Beastly
Mr Popper’s Penguins
Social Network
Vampires Suck
Clash of the Titans
Fast Five (dont even rmb watching the rest actually haha)
My Sister’s Keeper
Aliens in the Attic
“Memories were fine, but you couldn’t touch them, smell them or hold them. They...”
– Cecelia Ahern, P.S. I love you (via styleandstarbucks) That’s what pictures are for. To bring you back to the exact moment of your memory, nothing changed.
Okay, if all I need to do is put on a good show to make everyone happy and make this camp a success, I’ll do it. Just for this 2 months. But when out of camp-related stuff, I will be me again. (: Easy peasy… Whatever it takes t make my life easier ;_;
Life is fun when you don’t take everything so seriously. (: It doesn’t necessarily mean you don’t put in effort to do things, but instead, to take everything in your stride and enjoy the process.
You bring me the greatest joy.
I’m not tired of dance - though its occupying a big chunk of my time. I’m tired of having so many other commitments that’s affecting my time to dance. Wake me up when August ends )’:
Imagine how different everything would be if one...